Monday, May 10, 2010

HEYYS ! What a crazy Monday . Well almost crazy . Hhahas . Changed my blog skin . WOOTS ! Nothing much at school lah . Study , Eat , Breath , Art , Test . Blablabla . Don't mention Focus . Haix .. didn't hear a single word that Swarty said . But Globalisation is a fun topic . Before Focus send Nab home , say she headache . Aww D: But rain on the way home . Walk home with Prassana . Yeahh . But then ah , Maths Test was hard ): Didn't do some questions but glad i remember the Sub method thingy , did last minute revision and was super sure that kind of question to come out ! AND IT DID ! Hope i get it right . Hees . Btw i finish 2 prep board . Whee ! 3 more to go . Aiyahh . Now i think i'll do some Maths practice or revise some other work . I feel like i'm too free . Must find something to do . And yesterday's Mother's Day celebration wasn't any special . Just went nenek's house . Wah , mum not tired ah , Mothers Day also nag . On the way inside car nag .. at home nag . Ishh , kasi break tak nak rest mulut tuh . Haishh wat to do , mothers are always like that . Still love them . Everyday is Mothers Day ! Remember that . So anyways , it is 12 more days ! argghh , i want to eat so bad D: Btw know my grouping for CIP . I'm okay as long as i'm not the only girl . Hate it if i am D: And reccess is getting more fun without Sec3 cos they taking exams . HAHS !

I somehow feel someone is not happy with me but I'm glad there is a few who finally know what is feels like . I just want to .. ARGHH! I can't control my anger .. or whatever i'm feeling right now . I just feel i'm not the emotional crybaby i was last time . Small things don't upset me now . I'm stronger and also less quiter right ? hahas . man , where did that lonely quite girl who ppl call emo go ? ermm . hahas . And ppl tend to pretend so much . Double face , wear mask isit ? What sia ! ? LOL . hehe . Not happy come say . I donno what happen along this road to apartness . Either i donno you or we're total strangers . I want everything back but seing how much things change , i rather push it away . PUSH PUSH . I don't want it , i don't want you .

I don't want to fall , i don't want a fast beating heart , i don't want to love .