HEYYS ! What a crazy Monday . Well almost crazy . Hhahas . Changed my blog skin . WOOTS ! Nothing much at school lah . Study , Eat , Breath , Art , Test . Blablabla . Don't mention Focus . Haix .. didn't hear a single word that Swarty said . But Globalisation is a fun topic . Before Focus send Nab home , say she headache . Aww D: But rain on the way home . Walk home with Prassana . Yeahh . But then ah , Maths Test was hard ): Didn't do some questions but glad i remember the Sub method thingy , did last minute revision and was super sure that kind of question to come out ! AND IT DID ! Hope i get it right . Hees . Btw i finish 2 prep board . Whee ! 3 more to go . Aiyahh . Now i think i'll do some Maths practice or revise some other work . I feel like i'm too free . Must find something to do . And yesterday's Mother's Day celebration wasn't any special . Just went nenek's house . Wah , mum not tired ah , Mothers Day also nag . On the way inside car nag .. at home nag . Ishh , kasi break tak nak rest mulut tuh . Haishh wat to do , mothers are always like that . Still love them . Everyday is Mothers Day ! Remember that . So anyways , it is 12 more days ! argghh , i want to eat so bad D: Btw know my grouping for CIP . I'm okay as long as i'm not the only girl . Hate it if i am D: And reccess is getting more fun without Sec3 cos they taking exams . HAHS !
I somehow feel someone is not happy with me but I'm glad there is a few who finally know what is feels like . I just want to .. ARGHH! I can't control my anger .. or whatever i'm feeling right now . I just feel i'm not the emotional crybaby i was last time . Small things don't upset me now . I'm stronger and also less quiter right ? hahas . man , where did that lonely quite girl who ppl call emo go ? ermm . hahas . And ppl tend to pretend so much . Double face , wear mask isit ? What sia ! ? LOL . hehe . Not happy come say . I donno what happen along this road to apartness . Either i donno you or we're total strangers . I want everything back but seing how much things change , i rather push it away . PUSH PUSH . I don't want it , i don't want you .
I don't want to fall , i don't want a fast beating heart , i don't want to love .
♥our lips must always be sealed
6:00 PM
Annyeonghaesayo !
PHEWW ! What a tiringtiring day at school , my legs , hand or lets just say , whole body is aching especially my back . GOSH , i don't mind getting aches other parts that is not my back , cos the back hurts like FCK - ing hell . Okkayy , so just had a nice long soothing bathe . Hahs .. feel so relax right not .. chilling on the comp but not for long gonna eat later . Btw , i think i'm going on a healthy diet ! Weess . My bo bro says i'm FAT , then i ask Mum , she say ' Maner ader lah , kau tuh obsese sangat -.- wth . She says i look perfectly fine . Well , all i know is mothers don't lie right ? Or do they ? Ermm .. wonders . Hahas . But still i'm living a healthy life though i don't exercise that much . Will try to do sit ups (: And btw my omma is going to be my amma soon , she has so many grey hair growing :X Well have to be xtra nice to her since going be my bbae . WOOTS ! So anyways , went home at SIX today just cos i had to stayback for ART . The weird thing is right , Miss Fasha was being nice to me ? Weird much right . She's never nice too me which i totally don't care cos i don't really like that teacher . DUH :P Err .. lets not talk about art or her , gives me the creep . Do enjoy the nice windy creepy weather while cleaning up befor going home . The Art Room has the most awesome view ever , especially the sky . Haix .. so relaxing . And the sky was pretty dark when i went home and windy too . Awesome right ? Like a day is Forks in Twilight always cloudy . Wish everyday could be like that . School was tiring tough but actually i'm enjoying it . What shit i'm talking ? Of cos i like it cos the rest of the not graduating classes having exams . How dumb . But i do wish our upper sec reccess was less crowdier everyday . And i can't believe Mrs Selvan is quiting! YES .. ! I hate doing the work . Eng suxs . Haix . I fail Physics Speed Test by 1/2 mark . ARHH ! Okkay Okkay enoughh of school.
And ouhhh , i hope Durian and Watermelon cheers up okkayy ? Life will be better once they know that there are more meaninfull ppl around you that will treasure you more than anything . SO don't waste ur time , tears . Just do what ur heart is happy with and stay that way :D
And you can never give up on LOVE cos LOVE is the one that gives up on you . So scared of hurting and leaving a deep scar its better to just stay away :D
I hate to fall , once i do i'll fall deeper .
♥our lips must always be sealed
8:34 PM
My name is Shikin :D
Sunday, May 23, 2010
