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Sunday, April 4, 2010

너와 갔던 곳 나의 merry go round 기억 그대로 반짝이고 있어 이 모습처럼 언제나 나의 곁에 He's like merry go round
SNSD - Merry Go Round .

Nothing-do-weekend . SNORES ! ZZZzz . Cant wait to go back to school ! See my peeps :P Study . Laugh my ass out ! ( LOVE) Hahas . Studyy .. again : Was suppose to go out jogging and movie on Friday but both cancel D: Nabilah was sick and tickets were sold out . Then Saturday went out with family didn't go out for movie cos it was damn late then dowan to go . Today .. ermm , otw to library saw someone then ask me to slack along .. then okay hor .. go slack at cwp then library , walk around cwp then HOME ! Boring much . Have to clean my pink pink pink nails ! AWW ! Such a waste , my nails .. Gosh nvm . Then have a HUGE P on my face . I think bad luck is hitting me slowly .. donno whats next ! Feel damn guilty for breaking 2 mirrors inside the house . MumDad nagging .. (IGNORED) Hahas . Now , donno if should eat or not ? Ermm . Anyways , why guys eat so much and never grow fat . DAMNDAMN jealous arh . Have to lose alot&alot of weight . Health concious girl ! YeapYeap . To think of it , ermm i think i'm concious of most things . Hahas . Like eye contact , lahhh .. hate it makes me feel uncomfortable expecially with certain kind of ppl . Hahas . Okay NVM !

Anyways , i finally realise , i'm angry with you , i don't like you , i'm annoyed with you .. blablabla .. but i'm not sad when with you . I met alot of pple who just hurt me , dissapointment . I'm tired of it . I'm sick of thinking about how the past has hurt me so much but at the same time I'm missing it more than anything . You make me laugh eventhough u donno how to shut up ! I've found a friend but haven't found a lover . That i know can never happen . Hahas . Seing you two makes me sad , envy on how ppl can be close eventhough they are not from the same class anymore .

I told myself the truth but why isit still hurting me ?

Friendship is not about how long you know the person but its about who came and never left .

♥our lips must always be sealed

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