Smile. Hide. Kiss.

Thursday, April 22, 2010

Goshhh , its raining cats and dogs with loud thunderstorms that gives me the fright but lucky not at home alone . Mum leaving for work later so only left me and bo bro at home . Eh , haven't seen ba bro for few days already . Who cares , its more peacefull now at home . Haix . But i think he will be back on weekends or maybe tmrrw . NO !! But will be out on weekends . Sat is Nab bbq . Wheeheee . Anyways , today was supper hot but then it rain but was quite warm until i got caught in the rain then i was freaking cold . Hahas . But it was fun . Super love the rain . School was short . Focus ended at 4.15 ! Love thursdays (L)

Where is everyone when i need them the most ? Anyone care to be by side ? I'm carrying this heavy burden all by myself . This is why i rather keep problems to myself cos no one will care to understand . Hatred is controlling my heart . Anger is in my head . Someone help . I keep saying i'll go crazy one day but i know its not a wish and i don't hope so . But what if i am ? I need someone . Haix . I donno but it keeps growing . I can't tolerate it anymore . PPL say just forget and forgive but i can't . You made my life a disaster since i came to RSS . You cause me to lose the ppl i care for. Now i'm taking back what you took from me long time ago , my happiness . I don't need pretenders like you . How can you say that about me when your the one doing it all this while ? I tried but i'm sick of your faace . You cause me too much pain that i can't just sit down there and let you ruin my life any further . I know ppl like you who will go to any extent to hurt the ppl you so called care for just to gain what you want . Then you lied . You never cared for them just making use of them . Somehow , ur pathetic . I don't care about the good times cos its long gone . I keep forgiving you but you end up being the same person . I just wanna spit out everything about you . And somehow , I wish i don't even know you or existed in my life .
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My service charged eh Watermelon has increased! Muahahas !

♥our lips must always be sealed

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