Smile. Hide. Kiss.

Friday, January 29, 2010

ZOO PICS :

Its suppose to be a bat :XSee the lion there .

THE tall giraffe . ZEBRAS . Theres a small orang hutan there :PColourfull PARROT !I forgot what this is but i think its an emu . KANGAROO !

WHITE TIGER ! But quite blur huhs?

IN the BUS !

NAB & Me . Sorry NAB ! hahas .

I got CUT ! LOL .

Break time lah .
I like this PIC !

FAST sh0t .
S.S tk leh ?
Mirror Reflect - ion .
Group Pic while watching elephant show .(NAB!) 2nd group pic - Tram ride :D

I think thats all the pics i have . If i have more i'll post it tomorrow or some other time .

All i have to say IT WAS SUPER AWESOME ! I guess . Hahas . Love the animals and stuff so freaking adorable ! So glad we went as a class . Somehow 4/2 is going to turn out being a fun class eventhough 2/1 can never be replaced in my heart . For me its just so hard to get over some things . But nvm moving on , hahas . Btw SHINEE and F.T Island are IN SPORE ! OMG ! I so wanna go but busy sia . Go out with family and school blabla ... Haix .

And what makes you think I care about your FCUKING problem !? I have problems my self lah what makes you think your problem more special . WHATEVER LAH ! OKAY BYE ! :P

♥our lips must always be sealed

9:42 PM

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

Here to update again or else my blog will be officially dead ! Ermm ... think of only updating it after or before 10 days but kinda planning of ending this blog around June or maybe end of this year . haix . OK NVM ! Not going to post so much need to finish Art and stuff . Still haven't eat ya know :X Hungry ! Sometimes seems to be on my mind tat won't let me be happy but i donno what ! ARGHH ! Weird lah . But pls people if your not going to make me feel better just SHUT UP ! So irritating lah . I find it upsetting when ppl laugh when I'm serious . I just think ppl don't get me . Anyways , excited for LJ 2010 . Hope it doesn't suxs . SEE YA !

I love going down Memory Lane sometimes . No matter if i hate it now or last time .

♥our lips must always be sealed

6:18 PM

Monday, January 18, 2010

HEY ! Here to update . Yehh you might think its dead since didn't post anything for 10 FREAKING DAYS ! But so much going on as usual . But going to stay POSITIVE no matter what . YEHH ! Kurokechi ! And kokchongma , i'm not going to be the sad girl i use to be . Eventhough, no matter how sad i am . I'm strong now , not letting a worth of tear been seen by anyone not wanting to think i am weak . am i fated to live in sadness ?

LIVE :
Buut seriously , i'm so tired of fighting , crying , angry . When i thought i want to be happy for once , sadness comes to me again . I feel like no one is there for me anymore . Whatever i do alwyas the one who seems to be the bad girl here . No matter how i hard i try . I just wanna people to know . HEARING IS NOT ENOUGH ! am i hiding too much?

LAUGH :
I can say i more cheerful last few days,i guess(not sure) , but since what happen , i can't count on no one to make me laugh anymore cos you were the first chingu (frend) who makes me laugh(always) . But now i decided to put you as the past , i still trying hard to be happy but not counting on no one just the natural things . Honestly , i forgive but i never forget . Thats what you use to say but i never believe now i guess i know what it means . THANKS CHINGU ! am i forcing my happiness?

LOVE :
I love watching K Dramas . The love plot is short and simple unlike Indo Dramas until 200 + episode at last happy ever after also right . Haix . But to me , happy ever after is not in real life . NOW : watching Princess Hours . Decided to watch it cos last time i don't quite understand it but now i do . I like how the bigung(princess) fells in love with the complete stranger instead of the chingu(friend) . Just like my life , when i just realise it was like a drama but a different plot all together . The girl in dramas usually end up falling in love with a completely stranger , enemy or whatever instead of their own friend or someone who cares for them the most . Yeh , for me its not possible to someone who you can forever think as only a friend and that your heart tells you love someone who think you can never love. Love is dramatic , but always true and pure . SARANG ! am i really gonna know whats love?

Lying if i say i don't miss the past , the truth if i say i dowan to go back to the past .

♥our lips must always be sealed

8:18 PM

Friday, January 8, 2010

YEHH ! Feeling the happy mood now these days . Been smiling , been laughing (alot) , been positive ! Hahas . I donno whats gotten into me :X Lets just say i'm starting 2010 in more of a happy serious way . Yes . N-LEVELS = STRESS ! But also must learn to relax and be happy neh ? NOW working on my art prep work while chating with Faris . Been to RP open house yesterday punye yesterday . Hahas . FUN lorh . But tired like hell ! My legs,my shoulder aching . So didn't teman Nabilah cut hair . SORRY SORRY ! Super Junior <3 . sempat sey ...
Ouh yah speaking about Nabilah she was not in class today since busy with OGL . Man , i should have sign up for OGL but i guess not eligible for ppl like me -__- . So after school when library with Aliah to study Maths . It was super confusing . Have to do it again when i'm free . PLUS ! Art is killing me . HELP ! I wish to see Nabilah on MONDAY ! :P (everyday is a free wish day) *winks

I now live every second of my life , not wanting to change a single thing in the past , cos thanks to you , I'M STRONGGER !

♥our lips must always be sealed

10:51 PM

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

Konichiwa ! Find time to update since been busy or lazy since the past few days . But now rushing like hell to finish up ART ! UGGHH! I hate this . Later have to go ngaji . Pfft . Tired sia and stress !!! But going to be damn worsers once we prepare for N-Levels . With prelims , focus study and stuff . GAHH! I think i'll be going crazy by April ! Tomorrow 1st TIME goin' school late . YEH! Going to meet Aliah n Nabilah first i think ;P So bye peeps going to do the rest of art stuff now . -__-

HELP ME !

♥our lips must always be sealed

7:13 PM