Friday, October 30, 2009
anyong haseyo !
CIP PHOTOS:
BFF .
MELAYUS.
ME AND BELLA
ME AND ALIAH
LAST DAY OF SCHOOL :
Had a crazy last week of school. Really ah. So last day of school today was just so normal man,not like last year,all that crying was just unforgetable. hahas. Miss those days. But one year is almost passing us by,no doubt everyone is gonna forget the old times. I wouldn't. Just that i find 2009 just sucks core. Hope to have a better time next year. But i guess no more enjoying for me? Study Study Study. Got my report book ! Fail 3 and phew PROMOTED ! I'm glad but i don't get it,i fail really badly. But nvm. I so wanna improve my Maths And Science. Maths is a MUST if i wanna pass through N-Levels .And btw I'm going crazy for shopping! AYU when can we go !? I desperately need to shop. HEHES . But i guess have to wait for Taufiq retest. ALL THE BEST ! Also got out class photo. Don't even wanna say anything about it. Haiz.
Somehow,when i feel i get attached to a friend,someone always has to come in between.
And i'm the one who has to give in for the sake of that friend not thinking how much it hurts me and taking away all that i felt happy with. I did it so that friend can be happy with a better friend. But why that friend never appreaciated.
Now i'm strong and not stupid,so i'm not giving in this time.
Anyunghee gae-sae-yo
♥our lips must always be sealed
10:18 PM
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Oh my! Haven't update for so long. Only manage to edit my blogskin and stuff. Not that i dowan to update its just that I've been abit sick the last few days so I'm lazy and that i'm not that free this week. Also i'm like damn tired. I so desperately need some sleep. Anyways,watching Full House now. FYI, K DRAMA. Hehes. And to AYU, sorry not going for movie. MJ movie is not worth watching to me. And TAUFIQ,you must study damn hard. I want to see you next year ! OUH yah, Art Club field trip was soso. Okay lah at least not that boring. And my painting suck core. Last minute in a rush so just paint anyhow. School was normal did nothing much. Post exam was not has fun as the Sec 1 and 2. OH gawd, i miss those years. I think everyone would agree that 2009 was the most unmemorable year i've ever had in Riveerside?+_+
I don't get why my feelings are a JOKE to you? Its not okay. Its hurtful. You would never know and feel what i've going through rite now. I get that your trying to cheer me up but i just dowan you to treat my memories and that person a laughing matter. When i thought i could trust and count on a person,they just had to let me down.
And to confess, I never let go of having a friend like you,eventhough you make me upset at times but when you make me smile and laugh, those days I spent with you as my friend will always be treasured. And yes, its you know who.
♥our lips must always be sealed
6:38 PM
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Today was such a tiring day eventhough i didn't do much in school.And i came late today.Well it wasn't really late its just that i didn't realise it was 7.30+. But oh well i'll try come early tmrw. Btw i'm so freaking HAPPY that i don't have to do a retest on the subjects i fail. But hope overall i pass in my Report Book ! That means i get to be advance to SEC 4! WhOO! Feel very realive but also worried for next year. Have to do super well ! OH and i finish watching My Girl. It was such a great drama. Hehe. Maybe i have more time to watch sommore K Drama during the holidays.
:D
I'm so confused of the feelings i'm having. One minute i'm happy an another i'm all no mood. Whats wrong with me? Its not about you know what. I've moved on from that. Its just i'm always in doubt when i'm facing problems. Its just i can't find the truth or the right answer.
No one can help me but only myself. And a lie can be convincing but could also be the truth.
Its easy lying to other people but its not easy to lie to yourself.
♥our lips must always be sealed
9:24 PM
Sunday, October 18, 2009
Hahas. Yeap true. Currently watching My Girl. 4 more episodes to the finishing. Wonder what to watch next ? Ermm. I'm updating cos Rahayu ask me to update. So why not ? HEES :XAnd i didn't sleep the whole night on Friday till Saturday doing you know what. Haha.Thats all for now. GTG !
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2:21 PM
Thursday, October 15, 2009
BANG! Who died?
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7:17 PM
Monday, October 12, 2009
Damn ah so tired today lucky not going jalan raya AGAIN! Hahas. But going tmrrw. :P And finally had time to change my blog skin. WHEE! Hahas. Actually nothing much to post today lah. And kinda got addicted to Korean Music already. LOLS. Now i suddenly remembered,my mum used to give me this advice: Just let it all go and be patient,one day the person will realised that he or she has made a mistake and will soon get what they deserve. I took this advice 2 - 3 years ago and yes it eventually did happen and was true. WHOA it is like my mum predicted the future which is now. Hahas. Okay gtg peeps. <3
♥our lips must always be sealed
2:48 PM
Saturday, October 10, 2009
YES dissapointed not regret. I know i've done things that makes me regret something but i know whats best for me eventhough it puts me in such misery but its all for the people i care.I just need someone so badly right now but i guess no one in the world would know how sad i feel. But it was my choice to let it all go after 7 years of knowing you ! And i also know your smart enough to choose your own friend. A better friend,someone you trust more than me. I don't blame anyone but myself not even the school for being cruel.YES the class seperation thing has made things so hard this yearBut also made me found new friends who are there to support me (:I finally had the courage to text you and said what i feel but all i heard was OKAY?I setting it straight here. I don't care if ppl know and saying i'm all emo..I never felt so dissapointed that your that heartless.I know your weak when it comes to feelings.But i've put all that aside and say it all why can't you?If you don't care then your simply heartless.I heard all sort of stuff about you but i never believe in ppl's words cos i trust that your not that kind of girl since i know you for quite long.But i you never gave me a chance to know you better.With that its better to go our seperate ways.Be pissed and show attitude for all i careBut from what i know i never hated you and hope we can just be normal..ashikin ):
♥our lips must always be sealed
10:36 PM
Friday, October 9, 2009
ME AND ALIAH !
ME AND AMIRAH !
ME AND AQIDAH !
ME AND DAYAH 1 !
ME AND DAYAH 2 !
ME AND DAYAH 3 !
ME AND DAYAH 4 !
ME AND DAYAH 5 !
ME AND DAYAH 6 ! (LOL)
ME AND DAYAH 7 !
ME AND DAYAH 8 !
ME AND DAYAH 9 !
ME AND DAYAH 10 !
ME AND FARHAN !
ME AND FARIS!
ME AND HANAH !
ME AND HUMI !
ME AND SHOLIHIN !
ME AND NAZHIFAH !
ME AND NABILAH !
ME AND IZHAR ! ( this pic looks f. funny )
ME AND ISHAQ ! ( hehe, have to bend down )
ME AND YANA !
ME AND YUSUF !
YANA,SHOLIHIN,HANAH,ME AND AZLI.Sorry for the many many many pictures. Thats all i have.
Didn't manage to get the group photos.
But nvm.
Putting aside all the tense situation aside.
I DID HAD A GREAT TIME JALAN RAYE.
Sadly some has to leave early. ):
Today plans are cancel cos raining.
Glad so much cos i'm v.v.v tired and my eyes feel swollen.
HAIX!
Feel guilty for being on the computer.
But heck care EXAMS ARE OVER!
WOOHOO!
So tmrrw plans are still on.
Ermm..
:P
( purposely posted as the yesterday date)
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11:04 PM
Monday, October 5, 2009
No mood to blog just gonna summerise my day.
Maths and SS exam was a killer. Really.
Off to CWP after that with Aliah since Nabilah didn't come D:
Finish some of my Art Prep Work.
(Still not done) DUE BY TOMORROW!
I'm so DEAD.
Ok nvm.
Nabilah Hope you feel better.
Eventhough i donno what it is like to lose someone but i know
it hurts so badly then anything.
Only time will heal your heart babe.
:D
Wish everyone good luck for the last few papers(:
♥our lips must always be sealed
6:02 PM
Friday, October 2, 2009
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I'm blinded by one eye.
Geo paper today was fucking fcuking fcking hard. But nvm that. I need to past all the other 3 paper so bad. As for Art i'm not that worried lah. It doesn't involve anything mentally. Hahas.Then to Mac for lunch with Nabilah and Aliah. (:i'm still not feeling better. Everytime i think about it i wonder will i regret what i do like i have always do in the past. Its all coming back to me and hitting me really hard. Like i said if you think and keep saying she is better and stuff its obvious you don't need me anymore and better off with her. Sorry i still want you to be a part of me but its just that things have change so much and i did everything but when things fall apart it falls apart. I give in.shikin.
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4:19 PM
Thursday, October 1, 2009
HEYYOO! Here at the library now with Nabilah,Aqidah,Yana and Aliah. Before that we went to eat at KFC for breakfast but too full to eat. Physics exam so so lah but 2nd paper very hard. D:Can't wait to jln raya next week eventhough the spirit of raya is like so dead because of exams.Tomorrow Geo exams. ARHH!I know many people will side the one that is more known but i don't really care that much.As a friend i try my best to be friendly,understanding and all but you never apreaciated me.I want a friend who is always there for me and understands me and not only look at my flaws and also encouraging.Im not good enough for you. I am willing to let this go as i will know you will find someone better. I'm sorry. Its hurts me but it will hurt me more to be with you as i know i'm lieing tomyself that i never felt happy being with you. I admit that i've done things to hurt you and i'm sorry. Did you care to admit? Being in different classes as made us grow further apart. And i know people change even myself. I'm writing this to let you know. What do you treat me as? Hate me, but i never will hate you. But i'm just dissapointed.i'm not crying cos this is my choice. I'm sorry..
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11:42 AM
My name is Shikin :D
BFF !
BFF informal !
ME ?
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