Smile. Hide. Kiss.

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Yeap. Its true. I'm getting miserable and miserable each day and somore Nabilah didn't come to school today so no one to cheer me up like always. I also went home from school yesterday cos felt really really sick. Vomitted more than 5 times. I have no idea why. And since then i don't have such appeatite to eat. Even if i do, i'll only eat a little. Currently the stress of exams are killing me! ARH! I feel like sleeping earlier today.

I donno somehow things just got worse. I know people make mistakes in life even I but it doesn't seem fair that people keep blaming me and pointing out my flaws. Nobody is perfect you know?I've always put in effort in the little things i do but never got a simple thank you at all. I've gave in too you but why do i still deserve this? I didn't know your heartless. If your reading this, i hope your happy making me cry in misery every single day. THANKS. D,:

♥our lips must always be sealed

6:47 PM

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

HEY! Can't belive two days of Raya gone and back to school for exam! Okay lah no hard. But my feeling for the festive season is nutruel. No much feeling. Yesterday at JB was the worst. Ate so much that i had a stomach ache! OUCH. And i only collected about 50 bucks for 2 days D: Aim this year is 300! ANyways,glad that can eat back at canteen but so use to fasting ah. Hees. I can't resist the temptation to shop!

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I used to cry so much over something but not i decided to stay strong and positive even though it hurts me so much that you don't care that much.I understand i'm different and now in 3/2 thats why you treat me different. But the past stills lives within us.

I try to understand and not hurt you eventhough you have hurt me deeply.

I'm never gonna be good enough for you

I can't pretend that I'm alright

I'm sorry i can't be perfect

I try not to think about the pain I feel inside

All the years you spent with me now seem so far away

And it feels you don't care anymore.

I change some of the lyrics.

Okay wish me luck for MT paper tomorrow (:

♥our lips must always be sealed

5:06 PM

Saturday, September 19, 2009

Yes i lived. I laughed. I'm loved.

Haha.I hope things gets better and better.

But at the same time confusion and worries hit me.

But lets not talk about that.

HAPPY BELATED TO ISHAQ :P
PICS from Ishaq's bdae:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NIKKI :)

PICS from Nikki's Suprise bdae yesterday:

PS: SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO ALL MY FRIENDS.

MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN.

And sorry for the many many pictures :D

hehe tk sabar nyer nk raye!

♥our lips must always be sealed

10:40 PM

Friday, September 11, 2009

Your convincing but i'm not stupid.

YEPP! Watch UP with Nabilah after Maths Remedial. The movie was so sad lah. Really.Then off to buy my bag then to Library. So thats all uhh. Nothing much. ):

My life is soo normal.

:C

♥our lips must always be sealed

7:59 PM

Thursday, September 10, 2009

AYU LOL.

Christine think she so tall. LOL. -_-

ayu and me.

ayu and shikin. Yeap took this after movie (:

CLOSE UP.

Sangee and Christine on the see - saw.

Ish so childish. LMAO :D

NICE POSE SANGEE.

ION,ORCHARD.

SAKURA @ YISHUN.

*Most pictures grabbed from Christine.

YESTERDAY:
Went to Orchard and then Yishun yesterday.

Watch The Proposal. I didn't expect the movie to be quite interesting.

Then we went to Orchard Ion to look around.

Off to Yishun to eat Sakura.

End up only 5 ppl eat there. -__-

TODAY:

Physics class.

Most ppl turned up.

Then off to CWP to accompany Nab shopping.

*Jealous!

Nvm, end of year i shop like crazy hehe!

TOMORROW:
Maths at 9am! HAIZ.

I hate waking up early but who cares.

I'm going shopping. My turn Nab! :P

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And i donno why ppl became so irritating in a different sort of way. ermm..

♥our lips must always be sealed

8:26 PM

Monday, September 7, 2009

Yeap. Love this blogskin. So does ayu. Still helping her out to change her blogskin.I know kinda late to be posting but what the heck. I have too much time. Planning to go out on Wednesday with friends. Hope its a confirm! Haven't go out for like a long time. Have extra classes on Thursday and Friday. Haiz. Only one more week till Hari Raya!
Ok thats it. Want to watch some TV.

♥our lips must always be sealed

11:37 PM

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

UPDATES! Today was like so tiring lah. Long story. Really. And when i say normal..it means school. For the other stuff i not sure. Photo taking today. :D And i gotten better. Not that sick anymore. But still quite exhausted. And yah, Art Club today was like WHOA! Different. But it was kinda fun lah..at least we get too know each other abit better. Still got homework. I'll try to do it while watch Singapore Idol. (If i can)
Tomorrow back to fasting. HAIZ.

You treat me like a robot. You think i don't have feelings or you just dowan to see through it. Hurt me in whatever way but your still part of my life. You don't treat me like before. Where's the person i counting on to make me smile again like always.
Your the reason i cry.

Sorry i have to bring this out eventhough i'm quite energetic today.

No matter what,your still the person i known since the past.

♥our lips must always be sealed

6:52 PM