Smile. Hide. Kiss.

Sunday, May 31, 2009

CHANGED MY BLOGSKIN!
&
BLOG SONG!

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7:53 PM

Friday, May 29, 2009

Yeh!! JUNE HOLIDAYS! I donno why i'm so excited for a boring one month holiday? Because no school? actually, suddenly i like school so much better but im glad there's a break from faking every single smile and laugh in school when nobody knows that inside i'm really not that happy. Btw, MTPS was okay okay lah. But one part was just itrritating. Two person advising (nagging) me about my studies at the same time. I didnt say much just listen and nodded. Mrs Lee said..blablabla.. then mum nagged again after that -.-. And i'm very happy to get VERY GOOD for my CONDUCT(first time tau)! All i need to improve on is my studies. Mum said i'm addicted to comp. well only a bit :P
I see what i can do about it. Somehow things are running through my head. Not good things. I just can't stop..... from yesterday. No one to get me through this. No one contacted me to even ask or say sorry. NVM. I'm going to eat ):

Misery.

P.S Now i'm crying in the middle of the night for the same damn thing.

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6:45 PM

Thursday, May 28, 2009

In Maths, it rained quite heavily just like my tears and the thunderr just like my misery.
Things changed ha?. ALOT. And nothing lasts.
Go ahead and blame me but did you ever blame urself?
I've always been patient and did nothing to deserve this.
I still ask myself: Are you still part of my happiness or just my wasted past?
Sometimes the person you love hurts you but all you can do is smile and stand strong but inside your bleeding and sacrificing.

My tears won't stop until there is someone who can make me smile again.

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6:44 PM

Monday, May 25, 2009

*OH! If i wish i lost myy memorry, everything would have been black & white by now.

I wish i can finally sleep tonight without having to think about anything. Freeing my mind is one of the hardest things to do. School. Ermm. Same as always. Mrs Lee shouted like crazy.Was i scared? Nah, i'm used to her shouting like a crazy... Nvm. Hahas. Followed Nabilah home help her carry the the 2 heavy Coke bottles. I wonder how school is going to be like without Hidayah & Nabilah tmrrw since they have the PushCart thingy tmrrw. And also i got my Mid Year Exam results. Passed 3. Failed 3. Fair enough but dissapointed. I hate being nagged but i deserve it -.- Sometimes i feel whatever i do seems pointless and that i wish someone would understand every single thing i'm going through. I'm in misery but i don't show it.

When i'm with everybody else.
Its so hard to be myself.
I wish you could tell.

Can't wait for June holidays! :D

So many wishes. But for now,i only want 1 wish.

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7:48 PM

Friday, May 22, 2009

Finally 22 May came! Hahas. Gonna update on the Bugis trip cos just now been busy watching Boys Over Flowers! Nice leh the drama. Actually now no mood to blog. So i'm just going to upload pics.

FRIENDS:

Prass & Nikki

Me & Ayu

Hanah & Me

Nikki & Ayu

Sangeeta & Ayu.

CANDID:

......

Going down.

Diyanah. LOL.

Sangeeta feat. Nikki.

Sangeeta looking through shades.

BDAE GIRL: (LOL)

Goinng to watch sommore dramas. BYE.
BTW,i want to thank my friends for the bdae wish and present.
:D

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2:26 PM

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Really ah. SC 2009 SUXS CORE! I miss SC 07 & 08. So fun sey. Haiz. GOOD TIMES.
I cannot upload pics ler. Then now helping Ayu with her blogskin. Going school for E-Learning. Then me n Nabilah go CP since Aqidah & Diyanah have band:(

2 more f. days.

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9:00 PM

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

AHH! So tired. Whole day busy gilerr. Morning, Art Exam. Okay lah manage to finish all! yeh! But 3hrs like so not enough leh. But when it comes to exam ah, i always finish on the dot. Really. Okay nvm. Then Afternoon, Bugis outing with 2/1 :D Tapi org tuh extra sial. Donno what i mean. Forget it.
Night. Got class. Then now free. Happily blogging.

OKAY. I'll update on SC tmrrw and Bugis Outing on Friday.
BYE.

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9:28 PM

Saturday, May 16, 2009

Went to the library just now,just come back home. Didn't do much there. Finish Art. Walk home alone. Going Bugis on Tuesday(: And btw i don't think i'm celebrating my bdae. I celebrate with family can.Mum said maybe we can go eat seafood:D YUM. Then i can save more to shop. Hehe.
But so much going through my mind right now.
Never thought someone close who have to take my happiness.
I always thought i have been patient.
And i donno what i do to deserve this.
I lost hope.

Tell me what to feel,pls?

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6:03 PM

Thursday, May 14, 2009

AH!i'm so stress eventhough tmrrw is the 2nd last exam:D Haven't finish art and the exam is like less than a week!! Physics? i have no idea what i have learned so far:O So,Maths 2 today in school. Okay not that hard or easy, just ok ok lah. So after so go RP eat. I'm not eating since i'm saving money(: And btw confirm go Bugis after Art exam on Tuesday since its the last exam. WHOO! And btw still desperate for a phone right now:,( SO SAD!

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6:26 PM

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

LOVE AT 1ST SIGHT? Nah, i never believe in that.

I really really really hate exams. Exams mean studying and i never liked doing that. So Geography and Chemistry paper today. DIFFICULT!! Well Chemistry was ok but Geo most questions i tikam!! hehe. So didn't eat for reccess cos saving money. Sangeeta all plan to go Bugis on Tues since they finish paper but that day i still got one more paper ART. Dammit. I still haven't finish prep work! But i have to see if i want to go Bugis. No mood sia. Hp spoil
:( Cannot take picsD: So after exams, me and the usuals go Causeway then to Courts. Man, electronic stuff makes me CRAZY! I want a laptop,a new phone,an MP3 and most importantly a camera. I'm saving up by the end of this year to get one.I want a purple one. Hahs. Crazy in love with that color. And its not GAY! I don't get it why ppl say its GAY? So i actually told Diyanah to buy a PSP instead of a Camera cos i would be so jealous if she got a camera and she's not a picture person :P

lala(LOL)

Went home alone since Christine went home earlier. BTW ah, she got an IPHONE. i was like wtf,nice phone sia. She's been trying to figure out how to send songs but found out this phone cannot send or recieve anything. Walao! suxs man. A sony erricson phone would be way better. Lets just hope i can get a new phone by next week. AH. Impossible.
Tomorrow Maths 2. I think they planning to go RP eat but i think i'm not going.And doing E-learning in school with Hidayah so that i can save up more. +_+

SHIKIN.

P.S blog NOT private anymore. Lazy too invite ppl.

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4:28 PM

Thursday, May 7, 2009

♥☺

Yeah. I love my topic on SHOES for the art
exam. I think i'm sticking to this topic. Don't
think i can finish it like by the end of this
week. Got two days MC for my sore eyes.
Damn. Missed school again. And this fcuking eye
is not getting any better! Need to catch up on somethings before exam. I think I really need to stay morehealthy.Mak ckp musim saket tu psl slalu kene gii dokter.Haiz.So worried for school tmrrw. Exam!! Actually i'm not supposed to go online for one week till my
eye is okaybut its really boring without Technology especially after my phone is spoil. And Taufiq!i'll think of something else. Sheeish. Better study up for MT tmrrw.

Thats all for now:D

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7:23 PM

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

Is there something wrong with the color or was it just my comp making problems again. Sheeish.

The paper was okay at least don't have to crack my brain like Maths. So after school didn't follow Diyanah & the rest go Banquet no money. Then go library with Nabilah,Aqidah & Yana. We didn't do much there just read magazines. Then Nabilah said she hungry so go Mac eat. Haha. Nabilah mcm2 lah,semalam nk makan gule2 tros narie nk makan ice-cream tapi aku pon beli ah. hehe. Then,Aqidah went home alone cos she need to take bus.Walk home with Nabilah & Yana.Then Nabilah half way go bus stop.So left me & Yana, so go walk home together. And i really need my phone rite now. Suxs living without it. I wish can buy new phone asap. And yah, Mrs Lee nag to the whole class about cleaniness,the class very noisy blablabla. And she also say going to be a new student in Semester 2. wonder who. still haven't print out art pictures!

-.-

shikin.

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7:56 PM

Monday, May 4, 2009

TODAY was totally GREAT. Forget about what happen in the morning cos my SADNESS has gone! Finally got some time to relax before tmrrw's English exam. Maybe i'll not study last minute like i always do. LOL. And that somehow i wish this happiness stays. Since i was hyper today, i couldn't stop talking. Lessons as usual. But i don't feel the bore at all.Donno why. And i need to finish up my art prep work by this week. ARGGH! NO TIME! And found out E-Learning is on my bdae(18 more days). So sad sia, no school! So after school, decided to tag along with Hidyah & Nabilah to Burger King since Diyanah have extra class until like 3.00,i think? Hidayah had to leave early nk jumpe siape ntah(dah luper). Tinggal aku ngan Nabilah jer. Walk walk around Causeway while talk2. When MiniToons and bought some sweets. Very nice tapi aku tk was2 dok sbab baru tahu tk halal. Not blaming anyone though. Then walk back to school to look for Diyanah. Lucky she at canteen with Sangeeta,Li Min,Nikita,Rahayu & Junaidi. Then went upstairs to wait for Rahayu then we all go home. FYI, Diyanah is the most lamest person i've met. LOL. JKJK. Right now seeing picture for Art. Maybe i'll do one for Photography. Talking about that ah, i saw this very nice camera which is within my budget and the color also very nice. Biase ah, purple mesti lawa nyer. -.-

dah lah, penat aku blog. .......
BYE.

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6:19 PM

Sunday, May 3, 2009

CHANGED blogskin :D School tomorrow. doing hmwk later(:

shikin.

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11:35 AM