Smile. Hide. Kiss.

Thursday, April 30, 2009

Such a short week for me. 1 day school only. School seems okay. English was so boring. Raining so i thought a good time to sleep. Maths also. Sat beside Nabilah for Physics & Chemistry. And btw cheer up kay! Don't think abt that matter too much. :D MT, teacher did not come):
After school went to get class T. Then walk back with Nabilah & Aqidah. Nabilah say go cosway then talk bus 911 from there. Aku ckp lah leceh tros balek jumpe Sangeeta semue tros ikot dorang gii makan Banquet. Then go home with Christine(:

): As for now,my blog is private.

Ever scream so loud, that no one hears you?I know that makes no sense but you can't avoid what you feel.
And suddenly i remembered,someone saying something to me before. And that maybe i thought it was true. I donno. For now, it just feels true.
I just wish someone would understand.

Why can't it be like old days? i know,things change.

♥our lips must always be sealed

6:19 PM

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Finally got back from school after 2 day MC but then my temperature high then kena sent home. Bodoh sial. Aku nk gii skola! Boring gilerr kat rumah sorang. -.- Pp8 low cannot msg anyone): Principle nag2 to ppl at sickbay including me, say sick don't come school blablabla. I'm not sick anymore,feeling better now. HAIZ.
I so need to go school tmrrw. So restless at home. Need to catch up on things like hmwk and stuff. Mid Year coming. D: Don't feel like taking medicine right now.
MAYBE, i can call Diyanah during reccess, poor thing eat reccess with Amirah only. Got Art exam and i don't even know what to do,cos missed 2 art lessons..

D:

help me!

♥our lips must always be sealed

10:14 AM

Saturday, April 25, 2009

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY to Nabilah(:

♥

You know i actually wake up around 7.00am today. Saw Prass at the bus,so we went Mac together wait for Hidayah & Xin Yi there so we can eat breakfast before going school.We came early like around 9.15. Speech Day starts at 10. Vp talk talk. See prize presentation. Then got concert. Saw Diyanah(: End at 12.00. Didn't go for lunch cos me and Hidayah wanted to rush to go Emel's house to get something. Went home,took 913 bus. The Speech Day overall not bad ah. But that time very sleepy and cannot see somemore cos ppl infront very tall. ZZZzzz..hehe. Now i still tired lah. Later need to go hospital. NOW, doing nothing. BORED. -.- Donno why i even online in the first place. HAIZ..

I might be smiling, but inside i'm bleeding.

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7:07 PM

Friday, April 24, 2009

Yah, well i'm random when it comes to talking. But i just hate it when ppl actually say i'm emo. Its just that i'm not a ppl person and talking is not really what i'm good at. Whatever lahh ehh. And one more think i hate. People usually like to get me wrong. Nvm. Forget today. Lets blog abt tomorrow. ouh ya, going Speech Day tmrw. Donno why i even volunteer to go. Maybe cos Hidayah drag me or bcos Saturdays at home is just plain boring. Need to focus more at skool. Mid Year is getting closer so is my bdae. Hehe. And btw, bought Nabilah's brownie. Sedap sial. Lain kali aku beli setengah loyang. (klau ader $$) hehe.

Sorry, if my post are usually short. Nothing much to blog leh.

School=Bore.

♥our lips must always be sealed

5:47 PM

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Don't feel like blogging anything today. So.. BYE.

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6:47 PM

Saturday, April 18, 2009

Actually wanted to buy present then go home but since at home very boring decided to tag along to the library with Diyanah,Hanah,Sufi,Junaidi & Azli. Didn't even study lah when we go library. Talk2. But i did my Malay Reflection hmwk okay. Then head to some park near Causeway to lepak but then the place was not safe so go back Causeway then went home. Kesian Diyanah balek rumah sorang sebab kiter semue jln kaki balek. Then, lepak lagii jap after that went home(: Now, resting. Going out again with parents to change phone! SO HAPPY! finally got advance bdae present. 34 more days. Haiz. Focusing on Mid Year first. Tomorrow if free gonna study for that Geo test on Wed. BTW, got the EM form already. Yeh!

:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

Forbidden to remember, terrified to forget. - New Moon.

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7:34 PM

Thursday, April 16, 2009

I wish today is everyday. Hahas. SCHOOL: FT..eng..maths....physics(yawn) but had a nice long chat with Emel. Chemisty..i actually paid attention. Really. MT,gawd! the teacher was so naggy until i felt really sleepy. THEN after school went CWP with Sangeeta,Nikita,Li Min,Xue Min and Diyanah. Lucky she was free(no BAND) yehh!! i really hate it when BAND makes her so BUSY but since SYF was over...she's more free now,I think.Hahas. And we actually spent 1 HOUR and 15 MIN in popular cos Sangeeta said she wanted to 'BUY' some magazines.Yeah rite lah. then ended up looking arnd and most of us were busy reading more about this horoscope stuff(Li Min started it). Sangeeta & Nikita bough something at last. But before that went to eat at KFC. Ended going home alone since Christine didn't come along): Ouh ya, got my ezlink changed. I really hate my ezlink pic so i paste it with another picture. LOL. Mum didn't cook so Dad brought some food home. But not that hungry rite now. I'M SO Happy that i am finally changing phone. Probably this Sunday or next. I don't think going for that 17 Again movieD: I wanna go but i already plan to use that money for Sangeeta present which i still owe her till now. Feel so bad if i keep postponing to buy her present. Then when I thought i can forget 2/1,i just can't. Before we went CWP,we stood outside class 1/1 just looking at our old classroom. Just so so so SAD! We remembered so much abt last year. I don't think this year will be memorable for me cos i just don't like 3/2.

Forgiving and forgetting might be easy for you,but not for me. SORRY.

♥our lips must always be sealed

8:20 PM

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

School seems abit more interesting today. Donno why all of a sudden. Isit just because someone,a friend, save me from making the same mistake. Dammit I was so naive,to believe all the lies. Maybe i learned to open my eyes to something right. And that i dowan anything from the past to happen again just because i'm that stupid. It would be better if you weren't around. I had enough of this sh*T THANK YOU, you. And that my coming ART exam is like 3HOURS! lamer siot. Then in Geo,me and Nabilah found out we were selected for EM,were so HAPPY. hehe. Did some Maths worksheet,Nabilah helped me(: And somehow, i'm more focus on my study now. I can't bare to fail for every exam i take D; Then rushing to finish OUR(Diyanah,Nazhifah & me) Malay Project. Need to finish it by the end of school. Gosh, today was such a rush but overall hmm interesting. Haha. Heard Sangeeta is going to catch the new movie 17 Again this Friday!! I so wanna watch. But no money. I still need to get her a present and by next week need to get the other bdae girl a present. Haha. :P

Watching American Idol and need to get off from the comp):

B.B

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6:00 PM

Monday, April 13, 2009

PIC: so fcuking old lah this pic. my hair was way longer than now.NOW, waiiting one year for it to grow long again. *REGRET cutting it. Ouh how i wish my hair was red. Haiz.

D:

Finally got the time to update cos very tired and lazy ler. School still bores me but MT was gerek. Haha. Laugh My Ass Out. Diyanah lah nii, ketawe-ketawe,aku pon join. LOL. then Hidayah was like super paiseh after MT.(some may know this). Damn funny sia. Actually Sangeeta they all wanted to catch the Fast & Furious movie today. But i can't go besides i'm saving up to watch 17 Again. Opens like 3 more days. Gonna ask Diyanah & Hanah if they want to see it also. Buying Sangeeta's present tmrrw with Diyanah. I should have given her on Monday but still have no idea what to buy for her. HMM.. Diyanah is keeping my money cos i'm scared i'll spent it again.Haiz.I'm not worried. I trust her more than myself:O

OKAY,i want to watch Indonesian drama! LOL.

so don't fcuk this whole thing up for me .__.

♥our lips must always be sealed

6:49 PM

Thursday, April 9, 2009

Ahh, i'm posting my update for this week and i'm so in a hurry cos leaving for JB tonight. And yah obviously i wanna thanked Sangee for treating her friends to Pizza Hut after Mass Run. I haven't been there for like quite a long long time. And Mass Run was awfully tired. The route was short though, ran with Hidayah. Okay done! I'm leaving now. No pics! sorry! didn't take much. Okay Sangee i'll try to get u a present by next week and sure i'll wrapped it. BYE!(so in a hurry)!

♥our lips must always be sealed

11:29 PM

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

FIRST: HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY TO THE GIRL ABOVE,hmm,which is SANGEETA! hahas.
sorry got no pictures of her showing her face): PS:i'll give ur present or monday maybe:D

I already change my plans for this whole week! And i damn tired. (aru alek skola) cos got NAFA test.Then my face was like bloody red lah like put blusher like that. (but i didn't lah)~ *Legs and hands are crampingXP Ler,besok Mass Run. fcuk ah. Mintak besok hujan. Hidayah pon tk nk lari tros ckp nyanyi byk2 bsk memandangkan suare kite nii 'sedap' sangat. LOL. (sarcastic). And yah wanna thanked her for pinjaming(no such word) me her class t so i can do NAFA(:
Actually purposely went NAFA today cos wanted to go with Diyanah. Haven't seen her for the last two days. Monday i went for gymnastic thingy then on tue she went for SYF. and yah congrats for BAND!they got SILVER. hahs. :D So stayback after NAFA went library then went home with Liang Kai since we go the same way. And that i was super hyper after NAFA donno why.
Still thinking of what handphone i want. Hmm.

MY NEW THIS WEEK PLAN:

Monday: ~~Gymnastic thingy~~
Tuesday:~~Free! whoo!~~
Wednesday: NAFA
Thursday:Mass Run then off to Pizza Hut then at nite going JB(:
Friday: Still will be at JB!
Saturday:Hmm.
Sunday:Going Out!

The last post plan for this week was all ruined. Hmm. nvm plans always change.

HUNGRY:

Sometimes ppl are too blind too see that the right person is only just infront of us.

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5:52 PM

Friday, April 3, 2009

BESTIES<3 always there 4 me(: *PICTURE:HARI RAYA 08<3

Gosh. Its been a long time since i post something. Well nothing much to post anyways. Ouh ya,going to be really busy next week. Haiz. And getting back my phone on Monday from that fcuking gay maths teacher. sial punye cikgu. nasib baik tk call parents. If call ah,i wouldn't care less cos getting a new phone next month!Whoo! Hahas. Sangeeta got her phone already. Sad enough i have to save her number next week. Hmm. Mid Year is like two months away! And i'm glad it is going to end like 3 days before my birthday and that i have the push cart challenge 3 days after my birthday. Hahas. But i'm not that sure its after my bdae. Still got no fcuking idea what to give Sangeeta on her bdae. I already save up only $10 and saving another $10 for next week. Got a small cut the last few days. My left hand feels quite numb. *Typing with my right hand only. Currently, reading NEW MOON! Lended Hidayah's one. don't think i can finish reading the book. NEXT WEEK:

Monday: Got the gymnastic thingy:D No SKOOL!
Tuesday:NAFA testD:
Wednesday:CCA:
Thursday:Mass runD; then going to play water balloon(:
Friday:Going JB(uggh) :O
Saturday:Going out!
Sunday: GOING OUT.(maybe)

But i think i'm going to be more busy than that. With nite classes i don't think i can update more often.

<3

Ehh,budak puki! mulut tuh jage klau nk judge org! donno me don't judge me.
AKU NYER SUKE LAH SIAL.

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9:24 PM