Smile. Hide. Kiss.

Monday, March 30, 2009

Skip the school part. Went home with Ravin & Lenon half way then went home alone to get something. BAck to skool again after Diyanah finally ended school.So went Causeway to get some stuff for our project with Amirah.Sangeeta,Li Min & Humairah also went with us. Then went home. My leg are aching like hell cos i walked home from CP since i didn't topup my card. Dammit! And i already have plans for the whole of next week.Update about that soon. Sangeeta changed her mind again about treating her friends on her bdae.Hmm.She said she wanted it to be on the Wed but most of us have CCA then she wanted to do it on Friday but Nikita can't come so can't I cos i may be going JB on Friday & Saturday! AHH! i hate going m'sia. Staying there sommore. Haiz. Well i have to make sure thats not confirm yet. I don't have classes this whole week and i'm free(: I have classes next week but i'm totally busy O: I'm giving Sangeeta her Sims 2 CD back. Tired of it loading too long. Diyanah was thinking of buying her a teddy bear but then she remembered she didn't like teddy bears,LOL.She said Sangee was heartless.*laughs. TEDDY BEARS ARE CUTE fyi! and i didn't said it SANGEE!Diyanah did! LOL.

ACHING D:

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9:18 PM

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

This is one of the past i will never forget but i've learned to move on.

I never thought school would get better eventhough Nabilah & Hidayah didn't come to school.Well actually many ppl didn't come to school today.Maybe they want to escape from something.But seriously,they can't escape forever. Thats why i was forced to pin up my frinch cos i can't escape from Mrs Lee D: Went for the CD thingy then CCA. CCA=Slack. I didn't do much stuff during Art Club. And Mdm Liz needs a letter for why i didn't attend for the last two weeks. Lah,just ask my parents to write letter. End of story. I also haven't been catching on my homework. Heard Sports Carnival will be resume but after the Mid Year. I hope it will be on my Bdae! Ouh ya,Sangeeta's bdae coming soon. Saving money by next week. I need to get her something. Hmm. She cancel the pizza treat since she doesn't have enough money and doesn't have the heart to uninvite some ppl.Hahas. She also lended me her Sims 2 Apartment Life but sad enough i can't play,my comp is too damn slow takes like half and hour to load.Dammit! I'm giving it back by next week i think. And the malay project is almost done. Finally,after all the hard work. went for classes since Mum was already nagging non-stop. -.- Wonder what will happen tmrrw. Hmm,everday makes me curious. :P

Its easier for me to forget yesterday then to forget the past.

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9:48 PM

Monday, March 23, 2009

School still sucks. Its only the first day of the week at school and i'm not looking forward to the rest of the days in school. I feel no more interest in studying or even doing homework. I know i should have gone home from school since i was sick,but nooo,I chose to stay at school.Dumb!
Ouh ya,finally got a chance to watch that Twilight movie.I know quite old stuff.But nice movie though.THNXS Nazi for letting me ur thumbdrive so i can watch. Hees:D So went home with Ravin,he treat me ice-cream. I know,sick still want to eat ice-cream.Hahas. But i'm not blaming myself why my flu still haven't go away. LOL. I blame... Ouh,gotta go find an article for that damn malay project. FYI home feels boring without adek(my little bro) he went for NCC Camp D: COME HOME SOON! abg(big bro) is being damn irritating again and i can't take it!

BYE!

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8:07 PM

Sunday, March 22, 2009

my neck is aching. Maybe cos i've been on the comp too long. Stupidd project! Went libarary with Nazhifah,Amirah & Diyanah doing the projectWe all been stressing out to finish it by today at the library just now. We messed up the project really bad! I give up. I donno what to do anymore. I bet Diyanah and Nazhifah enjoying themselves at BAND rite now-__- Tmrrw Diyanah won't be at school in the morning. She's coming to schol arnd 8.45. Thnxs alot BAND! I'm going school abit late tmrrw. And i still haven't done hmwk. Been too busy with this damn project. I was too lazy too do it anyways. GOING TO SLEEP. BYE

SCHOOL??fcuk. hate it.

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9:07 PM

Thursday, March 19, 2009

I wouldn't said holiday cos going to Malaysia just sucks.Lucky brought my handphone along:D Music is life. Can go on without it for even one day. Hahas. Went shopping and tried some food there. Not bad i guess. And suddenly i'm starting to miss school especially friends. Wish i could go out but quite busy larhs. Homework,project and other stuff. Feels like one week isn't enough. thats what i like about holidays. But too bad, holidays still sucks. Hahas. Diyanah & Nazhifah coming over to my house to do project. Amirah can't come.She is in M'sia. Emel,hmm,she's going to Sentosa. I'm not gonna blog any longer. V.V tired. Took some pics(:

My bro

Review mirror:ME.

I totally love the view of the sun!

Yeah,i went to Melaka. It rained. so, not that clear.

HOLIDAYS ENDING IN 3 DAYS!

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9:22 PM

Friday, March 13, 2009

Everything i want or have been avoiding seems to come closer. Ignoring is the best way for me. I donno. SHOULD I? I can't make up my mind:

Sports Carnival this year suckss.Everyone in two-one is starting to miss the times we had last year during Sports Carnival. Kesian nyer Sec1 students don't get to enjoy this day on their first year cos it rained in the middle of the Sports Carnival. But its okay. It sucks anyways. 3/2=no spirit,no fun and no effort. Seriously,we all sucked. We only won like two or three games(core games) Well,winning isn't everything? -___- yeah right. lol.
Btw,didn't wear class t-shirt.BTW, I'm buying the class t. haven't had one since sec 1): Then after that me and diyanah went Banquet.Follow all the two-one ppl eat,only Ayu & Humi ate lols. Then went play captain ball near Ayu's house.We only played one match then the rest ended up slacking.It was drizzling,i think.Luckily,didn't went home alone:p (went home with LK.) I need some sleep,been forcing myself not too sleep in the afternoon cos got class.Besides,tomorrow is a weekend,can wake up a bit late.Then on Sunday,mum ask me to pack up to go Malaysia.My group members for Malay Project are all busy during March Holidays.Amirah,going overseas,Emel...hmm.Diyanah & Nazhifah band Camp.So we doing our Malay Project on Friday.I hope theres enough time to finish by school reopens. Time flys huh? Term 2 next week?So fast sia. :C FO!!

2/1<3

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10:17 PM

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

TIREDD: i'm going to rest later after posting this.

Hmm. I think me n diyanah have been frends quite long. known her for like almost 8 years. But been frends for like 4 years. we have gone through good and bad times and im glad she is always here for me:) Feels like this friendship is inseperable. I wonder how long i'm gonna be friends with her.Hopefully i pass N-Levels. and yeah, eventhough we are like totally opposite from each other, she still makes me smile and laugh. I change alot since then. And that we are taking this whole class separation thing quite okay. But it just breaks my heart not being in the same class as her. Like i said,we're totally opposite but i don't really mind that. Friendship is to trust and believe. And i trust and believe in what ever she does.So anyways,didn't stayback with her today. Got like lots and lots of homework. I'll do that later
-__- And i hope its not raining on Friday! Going Malaysia during March holidays. I donno why so sudden my parents want to go there. I wish to go somewhere other than that place. I never took an plane before): SO V.V SAD): Wish i have a chance to explore more things. Life is just toooo boring. And thats what ppl say abt me,i'm quite,dull,boring blablabla. But i am really not like that. It takes quite sometime for me to be comfortable with something or someone. I'm not outgoing. SO?

I rather be hated for who i am,rather than to be like for who i'm not.

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5:02 PM

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

Pics took on Sat! finally got all of them.Credits to Tuhin for taking the pics on his camera.

Calvin(birthday boy) and Zhen Xing(belated birthday boy)

Purposely made the background b&w except for the cake:D(TY 4 the cake LI MIN.)

Calvin(BB) and Zhen Xing(BBB) smiling.LOL.

FEATURED:Sangeeta,Humi,Calvin,that one Wilren & Ishaq(lols)

FEATURED:Ishaq,Christine,Tuhin & Li Min

I LOVE THIS PIC of DIYANAH.(CANDID)

CANDID(diyanah)

I've got more pics.Post tomorrow,if i have the time.Having a rough time these few days.Thnxs for cheering me up.But i don't think its working. And i really hate it.First minute you pretended to care and the next minute,your ignoring me.I don't need this fcuking attitude from you. And btw, Ravin,cheer up more in school! I know how your feeling kay. Been through alot. And thnxs for being there:D Had to stayback to do file check! I hate it sooo much. And sorry didn't wait for you Diyanah.(stupid file check and stupid teacher!) Soo after that stayback awhile,chit chat,laugh2 and eat. And yeah,Mrs Lee said our class t-shirts is not going to be ready by SPORTS CARNIVAL),: Should i even buy? I really in need of money right now,my parents are not even responding to my finanical needs and soo many birthday coming up. I wonder how long i have to wait for mine..hmm.Watching tv.Eating later.Tomorrow,NRIC registeration.I don't really like my pic. So ugly:P really. haiz. Vickram has been telling his 'scary' story to ppl. The story is so shocking. Sangeeta said she cried. I'm updating again tomorrow. I'll talk abt something that really matters. My life isn't that interesting anyways.

I live in regret everyday on every living second. Not knowing that i never learn from my mistakes.

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9:15 PM

Sunday, March 8, 2009

Yesterday was SUPPER GEREKK!Celebrate Zhen Xing belated Birthday and Calvin's Birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY CALVIN! lols. No time to update yesterday. Busy finishing up Maths Portfolio! Due date tmmrw. 2 days is not enough for someone as lazy as me! But nvm. NOW: Watching tv. Got new drama. Hehe. Long time nvr watch drama you know. So we sing like crazy yesterday.Hahas. Until i lost my voice. Sing Malay,English and Chinese.( abit racistlah.)I dowan to go to school. I want to be sick!!! And sorry didn't buy the two birthday boy presents! i'm seriously out of money. Next week,i'm buying my contacts. I don't think i can save money for the next 3 weeks:( Btw my frinch is not growing! I have to wait and see in 3 or 2 weeks time. Took lots and lots of pics. I have to get them from Tuhin.

I'll upload asap!

:P

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8:35 PM

Monday, March 2, 2009

So today:Chemistry CT. tomorrow: Physics! Shit. I never really like that subject. But i passed my Maths CT. Just pass lah but still okay at least didn't fail. And i'm so lucky i found my handphone pouch. Got handphone and money inside! Haiz. Ate alot at school. Don't think i can eat anymore. Watching my weight. lols. Jkjk. I'm full lah. I wish my hair can grow long again): Been waiting for it to grow for the past 2 years. And also waiting for this ugly frinch to grow back. I don't look good in bangs. Anyways,wished Zhen Xing,Happy 15th Birthday yesterday(: I keep track of ppl bdaes. Got it all in my calender.
I think i always forget where i put my stuff. I still haven't found that bloody camera. This is one of the bad habits i have. Bro says,i'm growing old.Lols.

I'm back to my old self. Where i think everything just suxs. Cos ur not there with me.I really need you,a friend who knows that i'm just a loner and that you helped put smiles and laughters in my life. Thnxs(:

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4:01 PM