Friday, February 27, 2009

Geography test just now.Haiz.So hard cos i didn't study.hehe.Just wait and see me fail Geography test. ): I regret taking Geo! I WANT HISTORY! Nvm. Too late lah. I stayback until 5.30 today.Whoo! Didn't study at all. Just lazy-ing around. everything is back to normal,I GLAD(: but somehow i don't feel happy. I just realise,curiousity in me always leads to something bad.But at the end i learn something from it.Hmm.I'm gonna eat later*. And skool feels a bit lonely.Lucky got crazy friend cheer me up, thxs lah. At school so stress and i very moody sometimes. Stupid Mrs lee. But nvm. : Now i don't think i can trust anybody. No one to share problem with.Haiz. NOW I'M BORED. don't want to go out tmrrw with Diyanah. No mood or $$. Btw, i seriously need a new bag.I try to see if can get one by next month. -__________-

Ouh ya,hope your hand heals asap,TAUFIQ. :)
And Cynthia and Nazhifah,c'mon ah,frends what?don't cry.heeehsss:D

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

Me.Hehe.

humi's reflection.

Humi and Me.

CANDID!Nabilah.

BTW,now i have a diferent impression of you. You changed alot and you were not the person that i once knew. The person who i thought used to be a friend but not anymore.

'Tomorrow's coming quicker than yesterday came today'.
Tomorrow:MALAY paper and got CCA: LOL

:D

Monday, February 23, 2009

I donno.Everywhere i go seems cold. You are such a coward. I'm ending this crap. What happen to me?i regret changing. i feel so angry man!lols. mcm knl jer tu line? Studying for SS is very confusing ler. I just want to end my Common Test as soon as posible.Poor thing 3/1 ppl taking 9 exams.I'm only taking 7. Yess!! SO HAPPY:) But must pass if not ah, i donno what to say. So dissapointed with myself. lols. Really. How weird that my mum only ask me for the camera's charger but didn't ask me for the camera.If she did.I'm dead. Hmm. makes me wonder if she actually took the camera but lost it.If its true,i'm safe! hahas. I can't believe got band during Common Test week.WTH? Haiz. Kesian Diyanah ngan Hanah. Okok i'm done. Nothing much to blog anyways.Should i make my blog private?I'm still thingking. Pics will be uploaded tmrrw.REALLY!

Friday, February 20, 2009

I was right,but i didn't avoid it but instead its the other way around. Haiz. I donno what to do now. Its unexplainable. I finally learn to put myself in someone elseses shoes. I know how it feels to be... Common Test around the corner. Studying at library tomorrow.I want to learn SS cos its next Tuesday. Haiz. Stayback as usual. Sometimes i just don't understand ppl. Throw anger at me for no reason. Stuppidddd:X . And sommore give me 'face'. Lers. FED UP. I wish my hair grew faster. Everything in school seems better. Getting along with everybody i guess. And i finally close the chapter about 'her'. I had enough of that for the past 2 years in 2/1 an 1/1. But no matter what 2/1 will always stay inside my memories. Chey. Then 3/2 leh? hahas. Of cos i will one day like 3/2 just as much as 2/1 but not that easy.Well,will see. I believe everyone has a choice. But i still can't decide. Hmm,if only..

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

Change song.Yehh. School as usual suxs. CCA boring.

Monday, February 16, 2009

Today school was quite different from what i expected it to be. All the studying was quite okay. And got fire drill in the middle of Anson Gay Maths lesson. Whoo! I think i'm going to be a bit busy this week with studying for Common Test,homework,projects and night classes.Haiz. So everyone actually came to school smiling.They just can't forget about the memorable time we had at Camp:) My mind is so occupied.Thinking about it made me more curious. What if i am wrong about the whole thing and if i'm right should i just avoid it?. -.- I donno. Been thinking about this too much. I cursed my brother that he would fall but instead the printer spoil when he was using it during CPA. Hmm. I think i'm *****. So actually stayback with Amirah accompany her finish her CCA worksheet while i copy her Maths worksheet. Then we went home. Art lessons just seems to be better. I get go off a bit early and i tied up my hair today.Looks a bit messy but much better than my untied hair. Mum's working night shift. I'm the only girl in the house now. Suxs lah :x Ouh ya i told you i'm gonna upload my Camp's group pic.hehe.

Haha.This one much better.


Haha.Everyone was shouting hotties at that time.



Amirah.So serious.



Learning Journey.Nabilah and Hidayah eating pizza.Yum.



TIREDDD:!!!

Saturday, February 14, 2009

I slept until 7.00 where i found out i was alone at home.Haiz.Damn tired.Went home straight after Camp.Hmm.How's camp?One word.FUN! I feel like i wanna go there again. But one part i hart is obviously the toilet. NOW:still tired. I don't feel like doing schoolwork tomorrow or going to school on Monday. But i have no choice unless i'm sick. Ouh yeah saw three dogs fucking,haha,so funny.hahas. SO,DAY 1:Play some activities(all the wet ones),had lunch and dinner and then went night treking(scary). DAY 2: Had breakfast,lunch and dinner,played all the not so wet activites.Lastly,CAMPFIRE.Eventhough it rained twice on that day all the stuffed prepared was not cancel. CAMPFIRE was damn funny. Couldn't stop laughing. Then everyone wished Happy Valentines Day at around 12,cos sleeping time was 1.00am.Whoo! Missed a shooting star): Slept in a tent with Humi,Prass,Aliah and Emel.Including me was 5.Originally there was like 7 ppl with Christine and Jiang Xing. That was on the first night. Second night,Hidayah joined in with Prass leaving cos she wanted to sleep with her friend in another tent. And Humi and Aliah was like crying saying she miss 2/1 so so so much!Me too!But its already the 2nd month maybe all my previous classmates would have move on by now but i know that the memories of 2/1 will still stay in their hearts. And our group was the only one who combined classes,with 3/5. Cos not many ppl in our class is going for the camp.I wish some of my friends and classmates are there.Without them is just plain boring but i still enjoyed myself. I miss Diyanah and Hanah!I miss everything! The food was absolutely terrible except for lunch on the 2nd day.After went home got fucking nagging from Dad. i totally don't want this to happen went i got home. FCUK OFF!I'm tired enough to hear all this bloody shit. Bad luck is still hitting me.I wonder how long. And i got sunburn,i turn darker and i think i lost some weight. Everything is back to normal and it suxs.

PICS WILL BE UPLOADED SOON.

A quote from Camp:
Don't be sad because its over but be happy that it happened.

I miss camp<3

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

LJ, suxs. Such a bore. Okay but not the best though. I'm tired. And i have to go Yishun later, ALONE! Dad, picking me up from there maybe then picked mum up from worked i guess. So leceh lah. All mum's fault! Nvm. I packing up for Camp. ughh. wat a big bag i have to bring.but i'm not missing the sec 3 camp. Kesian Diyanah. Hahas. Got classes at night. I told you those things about 'her' is true. You keep denying. 'She' expect ppl to apologise when 'she' is in the wrong. 'She' can go fcuk off. I wish i was there. But no thanks, otherwise my eyes and ears can bleed ah i tell you. I don't feel like doing homework. I just want to get the camp over with already. Why can't it be after Common Test. There is nvr an easy way out unless your a spoilbrat like somebody. Hehe. Sindeh lah tu. Okok. Nothing much to blog. Diyanah said maybe we plan to go Marina Barage one day. Lepak2 there. She say the place vey nice.Hmm. I'll udpate my blog again after Camp. I'm So Pissed Off -_-

Sunday, February 8, 2009

1. Which color is better red, black,green, blue, or yellow?
- red

2. What's your first initial?
- s

3. What month is your birthday?
- may

4. Which color do you like more, black or white?
- black

5. Name one of your friends
- diyanah

6.pick a number 1-100
- 22

7. Would you like to fly or drive more?
- fly,i guess.

8. Do you like a lake or the ocean more?
- ocean, more relaxing.

9. Think of a wish, but don't write it.

ANSWERS:
1.If you chose:
Red: You are alert and your life is full of love.
Black : You are conservative and aggressive.
Green: Your soul is relaxed and you are laid back.
Blue: You are spontaneous and love kisses and affection from the ones you love and give good advice to those who are down.
Yellow - You are a very happy person.

2.If your initial is:
A-K: You have a lot of love and friendships in your life.
L-R: You try to enjoy your life tothe maximum & your love life is soon to blossom.
S-Z: You like to help others and your future love life looks very good.

3.If you were born in:
Jan-Mar: The year will go very well for you and you will discover that youfall in love with someone totally unexpected.
April-June: You will have a strong love relationship that will lastforever.
July-Sept: You will have a great yearand will experience a major life-changing experience for the good.
Oct-Dec: Your love life will be great,and eventually you will find your soulmate.

4.If you chose:
Black: Your life will take you on a different direction, it will seem hard at times but it will be the best thing for you, and you will be glad for the change.
White: You will have a friend who completely confides in you and would do anything for you, but you may not realize it.

5.This person is your best friend.

6.If it is:
1-50 you are a very lovable person and you have a great life
More than 51 you screw the world

7.If you chose:
Flying - You like adventure.
Driving - You are a laid back person.

8.If you chose:
Lake - You are loyal to your friends,your lover, and yourself. You are very reserved but emotional.
Ocean - You are spontaneous and like to please people sometimes.

9. You're wish will come true if you repost it(:

Friday, February 6, 2009

Already 11pm still not in bed. Not that sleepy. The rest watching horror movie outside. Joining them later i guess. Now i hungry lah. Music keeps me company. hehe. Cut my frinch. I don't think it looks that good. Hmm. Why fed up? Hmm. Sometimes my mum just can't stop making me miserable. SO, didn't buy specs. Maybe Monday then buy, hope she doesn't ruin my bloody mood. What can i say? Mothers, veryy naggy. Haiz. Spend the whole day in my room. Emo-ing then half way sleep. Tired you know. Just finish classes. End so late somore. Sometime ppl have different opinions. If we can't agree on, then , move on lah , no use debating. If not happy, go one side emo. Don't show that bloody face too me. Ok lah enough enough. Complain too much already. Hahas. FRIDAY:as usual stayback. Not many ppl like last time. All went home. ): Some go CCA. I very like the semangat go camp like that. HAHAS. BAND CANNOT GO! ): sad sad sad. really. And Nazhifah cheer up okay. There must be a reason right why... Don't think about this too much. Time will heal and so will your heart. Hahas. Chey, mcm phm lah aku. GOODNIGHT:)

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Was my mum's bdae yesterday. Bought her chocolates. But so sad didn't buy cake to celebrate but instead mum bought KFC home after work. Yehh. But getting sick of her buying a meal with all chicken. But yahh still nice lah. So i actually went CCA today. Can't skip every week or else will be too obvious. Hmm. Did a little work + free time and + slacking. Quite okay lah. Today was totally normal. No big news. But i'm been avoiding.After what happen,i don't want to .... But then Mrs Lee go call my dad for form. What sia? i hand in already. Shit btol. Maths class was great lah play and laugh like crazy. Haha. Hate the fucking maths teacher.Gay still want to act fierce. Pls lah. He cannot talk properly cause he no cock. Haha. Didn't stay with Diyanah after school
:( Straight go CCA. Damn. Tmrrw got make up lesson for CCA. Thats what i get for skipping CCA.Haiz. Then kena scolded by Mdm Rekha for socks. i ADMIT IT ALL WAS MY FAULT .. Okay lahs. Tired sia. Want to eat chocolate. YUM;)

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Monday, February 2, 2009

Yes got bad luck the past few days.Why?I donno.Eveything life keeps getting worse.But i can't do anything about it.

13 BAD LUCK!

1.Half of my nail broke.
2.I lost my mum's camera.
3.My specs broke.
4.I lost my contacts.
5.I hurt my elbow.
6.I got one big ulser.
7.I bit my tongue and it bleed.
8.My computer has gone wrong.
9.I spill bubble tea on my school uniform.
10.I spill water all over my tv.
11.I cut my accidentally frinch until so short.
12.I dropped my handphone twice.
13.I dropped my ......... (something really precious & it was by accident.)

I feel weak everyday. I don't feel the happiness in my life anymore. I feel lonely.
Just hard to avoid everything.

HELP.