Smile. Hide. Kiss.

Friday, January 30, 2009

Finally got some time to update my blog.Been busy lately.Stupid school.So much homework that i haven't do and some school stuff i haven't update.School keeps me very very busy.TODAY:Stayback with HUMI and LI MIN. Actually did Homework. And as usual Taufiq is a damn .... NVM. Besides that went out with mum in school uni. Too lazy to change. Cos stayback with DIYANAH until 5.00. Got classes. Lucky went home early:) Going to DIYANAH'S house tmrrw to do Malay hmwk with Hanah. And i think mum owe me $6.I need to get new contacts asap!Lots of stuff happen this few days. But as if i'm so free to remember all off them. Ouh ya. I was quite pissed with ahem on Thurs. Cried a little bit. Its kinda hard to ignored someething on someone who is always right in front of your very eyes. And why does your every conversation have to be about boys? If you die without boys.I'm very glad. Pls lah. There's like 1000 and 1 things to talk about other then that stupid 'subject'. If you want ppl to treat you with respect,treat them the same. You expect kindness when you give ppl misery?No such thing bitch. Sorry so many things to COMPLAIN about. lols. And i'm getting bored of posting pics on my blog.Haiz. Maybe going grandma's house tmrrw or sunday. Shit. How am I suppose to do homework. Yes. I finally catch up with all my homework instead of lazing my ass on the comp. Hahas.

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9:29 PM

Monday, January 26, 2009

First of all:HAPPY BIRTHDAY HANAH! Ouh ya,sorry Sholihin,didn't buy anything for u): Who came? Hmm. Alot of ppl. But some leave quite early): I stayed until 8+ at Fushan,with Hanah(BG),Diyanah,Emel and all those shitty boys.The party was kinda okay i guess.Got lots of food.Especially cake!Yum,the cake was kinda nice.Hehe.For such a long day at Fushan,there's nothing much to blog.Really.AND YA!I finally knew who's Vanilla.Haha.Emel told us.She told me before but i have no other that his nickname was Vanilla.What a waste trying to figure him out.I think she finally learn her lesson,didn't she?(not emel,hahas.)Wasting chances on somebody that will nvr ever change.Haiz.And sometimes I wonder why ppl always make the wrong choices.When there is always someone out there who really cares for you but instead you went off with somebody else and left that person heart broken.So sad.And suddenly so emo.Haha.So whats my point? Hmm. I donno. And i can't believe Amirah went off without us.How could she?NVM. Many ppl was wearing black white.Hahs,i know black and white is so freaking nice.Took pics but not that much.The camera is making problems.Finally got it working.

Birthday Cake.With Hannah and Sholihin's name.Yummy cake though.Hahas.

CANDID SHIT:(purposely make candid pics small.)

Why u turn away?

Rahayu?lols.

Rahayu taking pic at that time.

Me and Friends:

Edit this.LOLS ayu looks..

Wells that's all of the pics i took.Hmm.Took alot with Ayu.Shes the one that camwhore with me way too many times.Hahas.

BYE!

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8:40 PM

Saturday, January 24, 2009

TODAY:Boring. Didnt want to come along with Diyanah and Hanah,to picked up the cake we ordered yesterday. Ouh ya,I went Bugis yesterday with Amirah,Calvin,Diyanah,Faris,Ishaq.
Li Min,Rahayu,Sangeeta and Zhen Xing.Yeah,quite alot.Some went to shop for you know who.Hehe. Me and Diyanah also went to buy something for ourselfs(: Then Amirah,Li Min and Sangeeta have to go home): So left only 7 including me.So we were forced to let the guys go play computer games since they followed us shopping.So while waiting 1 hour for the guys,Diyanah,Rahayu and me went to eat KFC.Then we all went home together.Lucky i didn't went home too late. Currently listening to All Time Low,Dear Maria.Really nice song.I feel quite hungry right now.SO going to eat later.I really can't wait for Monday.Woots! The truth is really showing. And i'm glad,i let life decide how things go. But for now,i hope to see some improvements.I guess our previous memories have fade hah,my dear friend.Well if you only remembered.But i'm not giving in too easily.

Pics uploded.

CANDID:

ME:

the stupid wind blow my frinch off Lol :X

CHOW;)

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4:50 PM

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

Quite a lot of things happen this few days.So its half day!Yeah!And plus we got free ice-cream.Yum:P SO,me and Diyanah have no idea where to go after school,decided to join Hanah,Aliah,Emel Nikki,Ravin and Humairah all at Street Soccer near Woodlands Primary.Damn boring,so we go KFC,Ravin wanted to eat.At last went home.Boring right?Yar,totally sucks.So these few days been busying planning Hanah's bdae bash.Woohoo!Its on Monday.Can't wait.I still in need of money to buy my mum's bdae present and Hanah's.I need money for myself also what.Fine.I'll sacrife.I'm not that selfish.I buy a present for my mum and for Hanah.Fair right?Okay done. I have to get the $2 from ppl coming to Hanah's BB,so we can order cake asap.Ouh,i heard its Sholihin Birthday Bash too.Hmm.Don't you hate it,when ppl just go around judging your standard of life.I wouldn't.Tk nyah'pandang rendah ler -__-.' Haha.Somehow i donno how to explain in English.
GOOD NEWS: No classes today.Yipee. Pic i took after skool:) ATL ROCKS.<3

Pic:

SMILES:)

Dedications:

HANAH:Happy Advance Birthday.

MR ANSON TAN:You suck cock.

AMIRAH:Yeah,you going Bugis!

EMEL:I get it,its a hurtful joke.

DIYANAH:Plan my bdae next okay.lols?

RAVIN:Hie!Lame,i know.

NAZHIFAH:Woohoo!Keep tagging Nazi.

P.S Treating you like you are nobody is just too easy.

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4:04 PM

Saturday, January 17, 2009

Alone at home.Haiz.Actually Diyanah ,Hanah and the 3/1 ppl going to library to study but i passed too lazy to go rather stay home.But i was super happy yesterday!! Now okay lah still in good mood. But i don't blame myself for being alone at home. I like it anyway. Eating cheesecake while watching tv. Super(: so yesterday stayback after school seeing 3/1 decorate their class.I was suppose to help my class.lols. Too lazy lah. So after that slack beside class 3/1.Hahas it was fun,thnxs. it was great guys.(: Since i am still super happy. I won't complain about anything.And yah i finally learn about forgive and forget .So i assume everything is totally normal to me now.Nothing to worry about(: I donno if got homework. Again too lazy to check. I just want to layback and relax. Dad said going JB next sunday(not going,i guess). Haiz,i guess my plans with mum to go out is cancel. Maybe next time i guess. So planning to go library on Tuesday since its a half day. But so much things i need to do but can't plan it yet. VERYY BUSY.
I think relationships sucks.Single is the best choice for me.

ashikin.

smiling,smiling,smiling. *

Still happpyyy!(:

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6:29 PM

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Haha.Lame title right?.I can't think off anything better.So almost 5.Just back home helping my class for CYN decorations.Damn lah our class decoration so ugly.I should have gone home early.Got tons of homework and got classes at night.Geography just keeps getting better.Taufiq!Don't cry lah just a joke.Hahaa.Maybe i'm going school earlier tmmr.Want to finish my Maths hmwk.I don't feel like doing it at home too many distractions.Now i seriously don't care.She did helpout for CYN decorations but heck care lah.I help cos i want too.CCA?I skip it. Just act like she one of those normal ppl i see around. Like i said,i want life to decide how things go. Im still dying my hair. Lols. Didn't even stayback with Diyanah. She got band. Sad sad sad. Maybe i want to go library next Tuesday.HAlF DAY! yeah. I want to study. Now no more playing.Study is first.I'm serious. Mid Year is before my bdae. So if i pass maybe mum can finally buy me something good other than chocolates. But they are still good. Buying camp things next week i think.A bit too early but Mum said cannot wait any longer or else she will run out of money. There goes my mum's plan of celebrating her bdae at the zoo. ): hahas. i know lame.the zoo?.What should i buy her hmm? Better save money(; Check this out. I was fcuking mad at my bro for knocking that damn chair at me yesterday. it still kinda hurts. This is for him.

Enjoy that you sucker.

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4:40 PM

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Today was great.Got my photo taken today. I bet its gonna turn out hmm not good.
Today is just like all the other previous days but i donno today makes me laugh alot.Hahaha.
But as usually lessons are freaking boring.Haiz.After skool,went home for awhile cos dowan to wait beside 3/1 classroom.I dowan to end up waititng for 45 mins and someone i don't want to see appears.You know what i mean.Hahahas.Then lucky she didn't showed up but instead there was a couple of ppl there.Talk to them for a while.Dylan is so lame.No Offence.Hahs.Sometimes if you feel like you want to avoid or ignore something or someone,its always the obvious thing you see.Can't escape what you really feel huh?Don't get me wrong.So after that i ate with Diyanah.I donno why this days,I don't really have a big appetite.I rather eat simple snacks.Maybe i'm too stressed?Nah,school haven't even been for a month.So since Diyanah is so 'smart' hahas,I asked her about my Maths homework.She ended up confused too.3/1 looks so stressing and hard.And yeah forgot to bring Maths textbook home so can't do homework.Hehe.Excuse much?hahas.Nothing much happen.And yeah Taufiq is a little bit too quite today but he is still okay(:
Helping Humi with New Years Decoration(: Always happy to help. But if she comes and ruined my mood.Forget about it. I rather go CCA. I really want to help but at the same time,I'm being a little bit selfish. But sometimes u have to think of yourself for onces then always giving yourself up for the sake of others. Chey,like real. Hahas. Missed English but then i hate public speaking.Thank You photo taking!! Looking forward to Adventure Camp.Wohhoo! Sorry Diyanah,i wish you go.Curse you band!!Hahas(:

P.S. Taufiq,think before you speak.

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5:08 PM

Saturday, January 10, 2009

Today still abit dizzy.Yesterday went home cos sick,mum picked me up.I miss Social Studies): Nothing much happened yesterday.I wonder if got homework btw so bored my brother not at home,go camp,so jealous.i want to be Sec 1 again): Wonder what happened to Diyanah,for half day nvr see her face...lols.I don't like those pretending as if they cared. And yeah thnxs for $8 Taufiq.i'll wait for the other $2.For now i'm tired n ending my blog here.All other post deleted.

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2:47 PM

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

I was wrong to say things will improved slowly.And already the 4th day of skool n still no improvement all i know it is getting a little bit out of patience.But i'll try to handle it.All the ppl i know,changed.Change in a good way or bad way doesn't matter.Everyone changes right?Including me.Hows 3/2?Don't ask.Its okay in a sort of boring way.Hmm..one lesson that was interesting today was definitely Geography.First lesson.Hahas..Mr Koh was damn funny man.Yeah he's new.I was lucky i chose Geo but now I wish chosen History instead(regrets).Now i don't freaking care.Care abt wat?Figure it out.Someone is constantly on my back.I want to say one thing to this 'person'.Not happy?deal with me u ...............!Lols..like i said,i don't need anyone especially frends who thinks there better off just becos they....... In this post,i don't intend to finish up my sentences.For now,Diyanah is the only person who cares.Tnxs:) You made my day. All the other subjects today just stinks,sucks,boring etc.Except for Geo..hehe!I'm not been up to anything lately): Got classes today..damn tired.No CCA:) Happy!! So all was left,me,Taufiq n Li Min.I've been asking my $10 back or begging my $10 back.lols.Taufiq!!I will not wait 3 months for my $10!Taufiq has been sticking to the same dialog.You are not handsome Taufiq!Li Min was like to busying doing homework.Taufiq was like: Whats the point of HOME work?lols.so lame.hahas.Done all my homework except Maths.Let life decide how things go,cos i dont.Thinking of dying back my hair brown.Hope won't get caught.Check out 2/1 class pic,the latest class pic i have.3/2 class pic not yet. I spot a ........... lols

Not really a great shot.But yar its okay.I'm erasing my memories for good.If u ask me abt the past..don't bother cos i'm moving on): no choice,u made me.

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6:34 PM

Monday, January 5, 2009

Okay back home,blogging abt skool life haiz it was normal..but i haven't blend in quite comfortably.Well new class,teachers n frends.But i bet things will improve day by day.I donno why Taufiq so howlien!Chey act like donno me like that.Don't judge its book by its cover.If u think someone is nice just from the outside u are probably wrong.My teachers are all so freaking boring.

Assembly- Boring
Maths - WTH?
Art - Akward
Mt - Sleepy.
EL - same old teacher...dull.

Hmm assembly talk abt school values blablabla.Maths learn basic sec 2 things btw the teacher was super gay.Art only 4 ppl only!!?Mt,teacher nags abt her 'expectations' n blablabla.EL.guess wat got?Got Miss Nora she's okay but i was hoping a different teacher but nvm.As usual didn't eat for recess:( no appetite.And yeah i get to leave at 2.00 instead of 2.45.So wait 45 mins for Diyanah.I told her i didn't mind.But then my class so quite during lessons.And i can't believe there is 46 person in my class.Got stayback student,i think.yeap so much??I think got homework better do them.

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3:53 PM

Friday, January 2, 2009

Just back home from 883 and skool wif Diyanah.How was skool?I don't even want to start.Its okay but lonely.I don't need frends who constantly lies about their fuckiing life n talk bad abt other ppl.I'm sorry to those who has to listen to her lies.Besides that today was damn BORING.Mrs Lee told me to dye my frinch black she wants to see it by next Monday.I don;t really like her cos she sounds boring and naggy.Didn't eat during recess.Crowded.Just walk around wif Diyanah.If i could say this,she's the one that makes me smile n laugh and makes me a more lively person then just dumb boring me.GEMINI-The Twins my sign means 2 personalities.If u knew me better i'm a completely different person.I wish u knew.Diyanah thanxs:) Never stop making me smile cos i will always be smiling wif u around. I don't think i can take this seperation between me n her.3/1 n 3/2?Camp:) Learning Journey looking forward to it. Sat wit Hidayah its the arrangement teacher gave us.Collected books with Diyanah then went 883 buy black hair dye n yes chocolates!!Might as well not go to skool for one day only.I'm kinda fed up with ehem nvm. I can't do it without mf.So...

First day totally suxs to the core.

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3:38 PM